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Wednesday, June 2, 2010

only me...

feel like updating my blog again..

being a student again sometimes makes me feel that even though my past is still haunting me and i can't seem to forget those memories..maybe GOD still wants to give me a chance this one time ...maybe to remind me that life isn't over yet by the time i gave up on my dreams...

i have lost my dreams and i have lost myself...those times is still painful for me even now...i'm trying my best even though i know that i still didn't give my very best yet all this time...being a person that stubbornly follows her heart cause me a really deep pain that i know would take me thousand years of my life to heal it...maybe not that long, right?but still, it affect my everything...

sometimes, i wonder what the h*ll is wrong with me at that time...stubbornly follows my heart..maybe yes maybe no or i'm just not sure anymore...

feel like updating this some more..need to write longer..but, i'm totally feel sleepy...maybe cause by the test this morning , CPR or our medical short-drama hours before...mmmm, maybe

till, then...so long =)